I wonder what does "service mean. It's the first word 6th line from the bottom. "He accepted his impendign death and helped me plan the service." Does it mean medical care or preparing death? I was interested in the question "Do people usually know the truth about their illness?". I think people usually know their illness dimly. I think some people refuse to know it clearly because it is so hard to take. I saw a person who didn't think she would be die until at the last time before she died from cancer. Even the doctor told her the truth and she got all kind of medical cares, but she didn't realize. She probably thought her illness was very serious but she didn't think she was going to die. Death is always implosible thing whether or not that is true.

*I wonder what does service mean.It's the first word on the 6th line from the bottom."He accepted his impending death and helped me to plan the service".Does it  mean a medical care or a preparation for death?.I was interested in the question.Do people usually know about the truth that they have illness?I think people usually know about their illness dimly.I think some people refuse to know it clearly because it is so hard to take.I saw a person who didn't think she will die until the last time she breathed from cancer.Even the doctor told her the truth and she got all kinds of medical care but she didn't realize her death.She probably thought her illness was very serious but she didn't think she was going to die.Death is always impossible thing whether it is or not then its true."